It's been that kind of week. No, I think it's been that kind of month. I feel like I can't keep up with much of anything. (School starting this week has definitely added to that feeling.) One of the things I feel like I can't keep up with is the Daring Bakers. I should be posting the August challenge today, and I haven't made it. Since I missed last month, I really need to if I'm going to continue to be part of the group. Which leads me to the question that's been sitting in my brain all week. Is it time for me to leave the Daring Bakers? I know it's only once a month, but it seems like I always end up leaving the challenge until the last minute and then stressing myself out trying to get it done. TWD and the BBA Challenge take up a lot of my time (no plans to quit either of those--I love both too much), and I want to bake other things as well. I joined the Daring Bakers to expand my baking skills and try things I wouldn't do otherwise. The recipes I've made have helped me with both of those. And I hate letting go of something that I've been a part of for a year and a half. But part of me is ready to move on (plus I get a lot of challenge from my other baking groups, too). I just can't decide what to do.
I don't have to work this weekend, so it's possible that I may be able to make the August recipe, though late. Guess we'll see...
I know just how you feel. Can I say "I feel your pain?" :) It can just get overwhelming at times. You think you can handle something because it is once a month and then wham, you have 100 things that are once a month and hard to keep up with them all. At least that is how I am.
ReplyDeleteHave a good week!!!
And that is exactly why I left the DB's last year. Too much. And although it was neat to be challenged with some of those outrageous recipes, I figured I'm doing enough!
ReplyDeleteI know exactly where you are, and I know that you will come to an appropriate decision. I agonized over leaving the SMS group (although it was weekly) and have resolutely avoided all other new groups, except the BBA Challenge, which I joined at half speed. Now I know my limits and am working to protect them. It's all tempting and fun -- except when it adds stress!
ReplyDeleteI felt the same way. After not getting excited about the challenges for a couple months in a row, always leaving it until the very last second, and having other things that I wanted to bake on my own, I decided it was best not to be a part of DB anymore. Good luck on your decision- I hope the month slows down for you a bit!
ReplyDeleteIt's ok to let yourself move on. It's how we grow!
ReplyDeleteIf it starts becoming a chore, then where is the fun of it, right?? Do what makes you happy! Hang in there and keep smiling!
ReplyDeleteI'm right there with you. I couldn't muster up the time/energy to make this months recipe. sigh.
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. Part of me feels so involved in all these groups that there is no longer any room for spontaneity.
ReplyDeleteHey! don't lose sleep over it... sometimes it's better to concentrate on more important things than... humpf... food. Make sure you eat enough though, to keep up with everything that's important! LOL
ReplyDeleteTake your time, no rush... we'll wait. :)
Good luck Di. I know where you're at. This is a super fun hobby, but when, for whatever reason, it starts to feel like a chore/obligation instead of an outlet, it's time to pull back. I know whatever you decide will be the right choice!
ReplyDeleteI understand where you are coming from. I felt sad to leave DB's but it just got a bit much.
ReplyDeleteI totally feel your pain! I hardly have time to keep up with the Cake Slice Bakers, BBA, and DB - and I feel so guilty every month! Hopefully we all can find some more time in life!
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